How do you turn off the fear? The panic that you haven't done enough...the fear you have of not making it long enough to undo all the harm.
How can you fail time after time after time without wondering when it will end?
How do you let time pass when nothing ever changes?
How can you find quiet when there is always so much noise?
How do you be everything that everyone deserves when you can't find all your pieces?
How can you move when your heart, your soul is lead?