Fall is my favorite season. This year, I have missed so much of the joy I normally get out of it as I deal with all of the things I have been dealing with. I'm a believer in clean breaks, new beginnings and fresh starts. I had hoped that would come with the fall. So far, it hasn't. I hoped it would come with my birthday and while I had a wonderful, wonderful day, I have struggled through the remainder of the week. So my next hope is for November to be the new start I need.
I just need a break, a release, a new start.